lama dah inda menulis dlm blog ku ane....berhabuk dah..hehehe..

5th nov is ari ku kana lahirkan oleh mama ku hjh tinon binti hj salleh... i was so hepy on da day. bahgia sgt cz others den my pamily, one special person in my life celebrated wif me, mohd iskandar..i love u bi..thank q for spending tyme sama aku... ku hargai sangat apa yg bi udah buat utk aku..walaupun awal nya ku rasa down ckit,p u just make it happened.. apa yg ku rasa mlm atu, was happiness... thank q for da cake, tq q da baju arsenal, tq for ur love...i pray dats our love has one direction to go, ada matlamat...to b wif u is not 4 just a ordinary relatioship.for me our relationship is too special to me, i never hav ol we had spent n shared 2gather wif any1 b4 u. only u ;') i love u...

"bi,dis was our 1st pic 2gather...kabur la cikit aaa.."



"bi, ane lah pic yg ku suka liyat aaa, yg ku sent pat bi aa...kiyot aaa~ maksud ku aku bah yg kiyot atu..ahahahaha,,:P"


puasa ari yg ke 24 dlm taun 1430H, ari ku meet labi kuh, yg ku kenal setaun yg lalu, on 21/10/2008, he added me on imesh, since perkenalan yg bermula tanpa dirancang ataupun sebrg niat kan mo kenal jauh langsung nada terlintas lam pkiran ku mo pun lam pkiran c labi@mohd iskandar.mula dari imesh on my side, n bearshare on his side...kekeke..bila dikanangkan, membari gali ati jua masa mula2 kami stat c8 tu..mana kan ku ne view la pic-pic nya, den ternampak ku gmbar bju bula man.utd nya, kebetulan jua tyme tu ku andang kureng cikit ma man.utd, so ku kasi kaw-kaw la kumen sal baju bula nya tew,p masa tu ku nada niat jaat la, ganya mcm show off pasaan ku kedia atu, smpai upload bju bula yg ada nama nya aaa..den rupa-rupanya maah ea panya, apa lagi serang balas lah ea pat kumen kurner rah imesh ku...ea tah owg pertama bagi kumen pat wall d imesh ku tu, smpai la sekrg ne, texts nya saja ada pat sana..:)

dijadikan ceta, kelmarin 14/09/09, kami meet sungkai_ing sama2.. perasaan ku? dari ari ahad dah kabak2 rasa ku...mixed feelings..inda tau apa kan d xpect..ku trust him..ea lah ukannya kan suka2 ati kan kuar ma laki2 ne. sepanjang ari tu aku tried to relax la. mcm2 ku b8 rasakan na mo nervous atack atu,gulung popia ku smbil liyat astro, menerikah baju tudung, liyat2 gmbar, baca majalah...huhuhu..rasa jua tu aa..ahahaha..

wat my 1st impression to him?
hmmmm....masa tu ku maseh lam keta baru lapas parked, den skali ku noleh, he was der looking straight to my eyes...*dag! dag! dag!* kabak2 beravis eyh..cecapi banar jua jantung ku tyme atu...p ku maintain cool kunun nya la..ahahahaha..lam ati ku "wah~ane panya c labi ne...." bi, spnjang tane otw kan ke restoran tu, ku ttr wa..inda tantu rasa apa yg ku ckp kan, mcm inda mejak tanah rasa nya tyme ku berjln atu...malu+galat+segan+nervous= entah..

malu2 la ku awal2 atu, p lama2 ku 'back-to-normal'...and mula selesa ma bi.. :) tq bi for da sungkai-ing...and for wayang-ing..sory bi, ku tertidui aaa...layu mata ku tu, mayb sal afta mkn atu kali..kekeke..cian bi, kan liyat ceta tsunami,paksa inda smpai abis meliyat sal aku...

bi, ku hepy dpt kenal labi.....our relationship is so nice bagi ku..ber-level2...1st stage- c8 pai berbulan, den 2nd stage baru tah kol, den afta kan 3 bulan *afta tane stat close c8* baru tah kol masa his buffday on 18th of july, final stage afta kan 2 bulan after kol, baru tah meet-up 4 da very 1st tyme..hehehe..


bi, i want u to noe, ku sayang labi seikhlas ati ku bi...i really in love wif u...ku na tau cana kan describe dats feeling, p yg ku paham, ku more hepy kenal n sama labi..ku slalu doa,dats u r da 1st one to me, in any way...bi, owg pertama brani cubit idung ku, bi,owg pertama brani cubit pipi ku yg cumel ne..kekeke..bi,owg pertama pegang bahu ku..*eeeeeeee..brani anak ane aaa!..*
If a girl cries in front of u,
It means that she couldnt take it anymore.

If u take her hand,
she would stay with u for the rest of ur life.

If u let her go, she couldnt go back to
being herself anymore.

A gurl won’t cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she
loves the most,
she becomes weak.

A gurl wont cry easily,
only when she love u the most,
she put down her ego.


Guys, if a gurl cries bcoz of u,
please hold her hands firmly,
coz she’s the one who is willing to stay
with u for the rest of ur life.

Guys, if a gurl cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of u,
When she cry bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she’s
feeling?

Think ….

Which other gurl have cried with pure sincerity,
In front of u,
And bcoz of u?

She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a
burden to be kept inside.

Guys,

Think about it,
If a gurl cry her heart out to u,
And all because of u,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say “im sorry”.
think about it.
Ari ne ari ke 2 umat islam beposa d Brunei…lama dah na update blog ku ne… cuti 3 ari mcm na kerasaan. Alhamdulilah syukur kerana d bagi umur lagi utk menyambut ramadhan 1430. Capat nya masa berlalu. Tyme posa2 ne terkanang segala2nya. Mulah nini, ayam masak kicap, puspa, zaman damit2 tyme braya collecting angpow,hehehehe…*aku la ketua nya*

Ckp zaman damit2 ane, ingat ku tew, tyme atu ku ma kawan2 anak2 pulis jua la, beraya dari pagi pai ptg. Smpai mama kwn ku tu terkarih ngunjar kami, wory ea kali kir nya kami ne apa-apa, maklum kan spnjang ari na muncul2 cbuk ‘berkraja’…kekeke..siuk eyh braya tyme damit2 atu eyh…org bsp g na karit tu cz ada yg kasi angpow 2$ ada yg 3$ *kiranya nilai atu bnyak la bagi ku* syukur…

Mama ku dulu balikan nya ku gaun for raya, slain dari bju kurung la..maklum badan ku dulu cumel damit ja..hehehe..masatu ku djh 4 kali. Banaa nya rimas ku lang kai gaun ane, p inda jua ulah mun kana bali kan udah, dlm keadaan na rela ku pakai tah jua. Siap mama ku pumpung ponytail g rambut ku detail wif raben bunga.. atoya awut eyhhhhhh…mcm ukan aku…mun aku, suka ku g kai sluar panjang wif t-shirt ultraman sama ngan adi ku laki2.

Paling ku kesiukkan jua tyme posa ne masa ku damit was traweh..kekeke..banaa nya kan jumpa kwn2 ku lang tu..p siuk la masa ku dmait atu. D masjid seria meriah la sambutan traweh nya. Ada g mknan kuih2 tu, mcm2. mu nada donut, wah!~iski tah ku tu salnya nyaman aaa donut home-made aaa, na tau syapa bawa, p yummy la…lau traweh tu ku ma kwn ku c liza sama mulah c har suka duduk blakang2 sal sanang kuar..kekeke…gpun kami jarang kan abis kan 21 rakaat, abis2 pun 8..kekekek..apa jua sunat..afta data pa g lepakz d luar smbil nulis2 diary *diary ne mcm nulis biodata la catu* kdg2 ku bawa komik doraemon ku..inda pun kami ceta2 bergozip sal cigu yg kami anti..ahahahaha,,,*minta maap cigu kamariah, kami bnyak dusa ma kita, kita tu jua wa garang banar* hehehe…


I miss my gud old days…………………………

today is 18th... a month ago was da very 1st tyme i talked wif labi...listened his voice on his buffday...noe-ing him, mcm na sangka dpt ceta2 sama ea verbally afta months 'talked' wif him via msn.*ukan easy kali aaa kan bg numbur tpun*kekeke...im very hepy dpt kenal ma labi....